i dont want to hear anyway. please be nice to me: eyes, ear, mind and heart.

have you ever in one circumtances and you feel like you cant move away from there?
i am in ......

after these long time, finally i found the answer..
maybe its not good at all.
and i dont want to hear..
to feel..
to think..

pleasee..
everyone, everything.. please!! be nice to me.
the hardest decision ever in my life.
dont want to make any decision till now eventhough there's an answer.
enough.
i dont want to take any step.
dont need people's advice. so, dont try to do that.coz i wont hear!

*in the middle of sadness, dissapointed, angry and maybe rebelation.

Its all about choice

I wonder if i have choose a wrong choice. ?

Anyway, life is a process.
Life is a choice.
Life is a chance.
Life has their own reason for everything.
Life is wonderful.
Life is hard or easy?
Life is happy or sad?
Life..
Without You, what's the meaning of life?
Nothing. Empty. Hollow. Scary.

But,
I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
Please lead my way to the right way. To the right choice.

If i got a second chance, i want to be born as Justin Bieber!

Bagian ga menyenangkan dari menulis sebuah inspirasi yaitu dibatasi dengan sebuah judul. So, i wont make it. Just let it flow aja lah. Whats on my minds, let flow with the words..
Jujur ya, ini inspirasi dateng waktu g nonton filmnya Justin Bieber! LOL. Never say never.
But this is good story i think. :)
Then, terlintas sebuah pikiran aneh.. Kalo boleh lahir di dunia lagi, apa yg kamu pilih?
G memilih terlahir dengan suara emas dan mencicipi jadi artis like Bieber. Make a concert and thousand people watch me. :)
Wkwkwk.. So ababil right? :p
So.. What?
G pikir2 di dunia ini kita dikasih pilihan. Waktu kita udah memilih itu ya kita ga bisa memilih yg lain. Contohnya, g seorang remaja biasa *remajaa?!* dan ga banyak orang yg kenal g. G bisa menjalani idup dengan tenang. jalan2 kesana kemari dengan nikmatnya. ga perlu diganggu. tapi disaat yg sama g juga ga bisa merasakan jadi Justin Bieber, yg kemana2 dikenal orang, dipotret paparazi, yg rambutnya dihargai puluhan ribu dollar. HAAHAHA!
dan tentunya memiliki BIEBER POWERR! Yeaaah!!
Why im so excited when write this paragraph? Oh no!
Sama seperti saat kita memilih normal. Kita juga ga bisa merasakan maenin gitar secara kidal (lagi lagi kaya justin) hahaha.

udah ahh. :p

Nb: This blog is written by 22 yo, woman, somewhere in Indonesia.