i dont want to hear anyway. please be nice to me: eyes, ear, mind and heart.

have you ever in one circumtances and you feel like you cant move away from there?
i am in ......

after these long time, finally i found the answer..
maybe its not good at all.
and i dont want to hear..
to feel..
to think..

pleasee..
everyone, everything.. please!! be nice to me.
the hardest decision ever in my life.
dont want to make any decision till now eventhough there's an answer.
enough.
i dont want to take any step.
dont need people's advice. so, dont try to do that.coz i wont hear!

*in the middle of sadness, dissapointed, angry and maybe rebelation.